Right Next Door to Hell

I'll take a nicotine, caffeine, sugar fix

Jesus don't ya get tired of turnin' tricks

But when your innocence dies, you'll find the blues

Seems all our heroes were born to lose

Just walkin' through time, you believe this heat

Another empty house, another dead end street

Gonna rest my bones an sit for a spell

This side of heaven this close to hell

Right next door to hell

Why don't you write a letter to me yeah

I said I'm right next door to hell

An so many eyes are on me

Right next door to hell

I got nowhere else to be

Right next door to hell

Feels like the walls are closin' in on me

My mama never really said much to me

She was much too young and scared to be

Hell "Freud" might say that's what I need

But all I really ever get is greed

And most my friends they feel the same

Hell we don't even have ourselves to blame

But times are hard and thrills are cheaper

As your arms get shorter your pockets get deeper

Right next door to hell

Why don't you write a letter to me

Because I'm right next door to hell

An so many eyes are on me

Right next door to hell

I never thought this is where I'd be

But I'm right next door to hell

Thinkin' time'll stand still for me

Fuck you

Bitch

Not bad kids just stupid ones

Yeah thought we'd own the world an gettin' used was havin' fun

I said we're not sad kids just lucid ones yeah

Flowin' through life not collectin' anyone

So much out there, still so much to see

Time's too much to handle, time's too much for me

It drives me up the walls, it drives me out of my mind

Can you tell me what this means... huh?