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drugs
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drugs was released on August 19, 2016 by MCMXCV (EDEN) as a part of the album i think you think too much of me
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Release DateAugust 19, 2016
LabelMCMXCV (EDEN)
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM72

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
EDEN
EDEN
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jonathon Ng
Jonathon Ng
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jonathon Ng
Jonathon Ng
Producer
Joe Grasso
Joe Grasso
Immersive Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs, oh
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn
[Verse 2]
Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die
I guess I'm lying 'cause I want her
I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't
'Cause I just feel so tired
Like it's move or slowly die
So you ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you, and you know it
Ain't that just the point?
[Verse 3]
You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm so caught below, and I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing
[Verse 4]
'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still, I could always be whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
[Verse 5]
'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just 'cause I wanted or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah
[Verse 6]
'Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
'Cause it's all these chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away and find another heart to break
So heartless with these words I say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
'Cause I have nothing for you
I can't love when I can't even love myself
Things I would rather be
Thoughts in the back of my head
But I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs, yeah
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking a hole in the earth
[Verse 7]
Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying 'cause I want her
I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't
'Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She says, "You ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you, what you doing?"
And I said, "That's the point"
[Verse 8]
You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm so caught below, and I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing
[Verse 9]
'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still, I could always be whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
[Verse 10]
'Cause I'm a fucking mess inside
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just 'cause I want it or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush you need, yeah
[Verse 11]
Yeah, I need it, I need it, I need it, I need it
Written by: Jonathon Ng
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