All That I Am Living For

All that I'm livin' for All that I'm dyin' for All that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginnin' Separate me from the livin' Understandin' me after all I've seen Piecin' every thought together Find the words to make me better If I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm livin' for All that I'm dyin' for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gainin' on me I believe that dreams are sacred Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, like a reason why Like a play of my obsessions Make me understand the lesson So I'll find myself So I won't be lost again All that I'm livin' for All that I'm dyin' for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gainin' on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me To be the one I could have run forever But how far would I have come Without mournin' your love? All that I'm livin' for All that I'm dyin' for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gainin' on me Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? Should I lock the last open door? My ghosts are gainin' on me