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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jon Bellion
Jon Bellion
Vocals
Camille Trczinski
Camille Trczinski
Background Vocals
John Splithoff
John Splithoff
Background Vocals
Melissa McMillan
Melissa McMillan
Background Vocals
Schadrack Pierre
Schadrack Pierre
Background Vocals
Travis Mendes
Travis Mendes
Background Vocals
Christianne Jensen
Christianne Jensen
Background Vocals
Raul Cubina
Raul Cubina
Programming
Mark "Oji" Williams
Mark "Oji" Williams
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jon Bellion
Jon Bellion
Songwriter
Mark Williams
Mark Williams
Composer
Travis Mendes
Travis Mendes
Composer
Christianne Jensen
Christianne Jensen
Songwriter
Raul Cubina
Raul Cubina
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jon Bellion
Jon Bellion
Producer
Chris Galland
Chris Galland
Mixing Engineer
Manny Marroquin
Manny Marroquin
Mixing Engineer
Ben Dotson
Ben Dotson
Editing Engineer
Jens Jungkurth
Jens Jungkurth
Recording Engineer
John Arbuckle
John Arbuckle
Recording Engineer
Michelle Mancini
Michelle Mancini
Mastering Engineer
Raul Cubina
Raul Cubina
Recording Engineer
Mark "Oji" Williams
Mark "Oji" Williams
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done (Yeah)
Were just attempts at earning love? (Yeah)
'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep
Stupid deep
[Verse 2]
What if where I've tried to go was always here?
And the path I've tried to cut was always clear?
Why has life become a plan?
To put some money in my hand?
When the love I really need is stupid cheap
Stupid cheap
[Verse 3]
What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done
Were just attempts at earning love? (Yeah)
'Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep
Oh, stupid deep
[Verse 4]
What if who I hoped to be was always me?
And the love I fought to feel was always free?
What if all the things I've done (What if all the things I've done)
Were just attempts at earning love?
Though the hole inside my heart is stupid deep
Oh, stupid deep
[Verse 5]
(Deep)
Written by: Mark Williams, Raul Cubina, Jonathan Bellion, Travis Mendes, Christianne Jensen

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