Breakdown

Yeah, look I just shed tears homie and I ain't too proud to admit it

Just seen my father for the first time in a minute

When I say a minute I mean years man

Damn, a whale coulda swam in them tears fam

Cause as I left him I reflected on my younger days

When it was just me and my brother and my mother played

Father, cause no other mane bothered

Not even my biological, it never seemed logical

But I accepted it 'cause I ain't know no better

Though I was brighter than a polo sweater

No pops was like Martin with no Coretta

So many things you coulda told me

And saved me the trouble of letting my mistakes show me

I feel like you barely know me

And that's a shame 'cause our last name is the same

That blood type flowing through our veins is the same

My mama left you and maybe your angers to blame

But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth

And why you only call Monthly, barely ever saw me

Spent some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury

Maybe I should be telling you fuck you 'cause you selfish

But I want a father so bad I cant help it

Breakdown, I breakdown

Can't help but break down, I break down

Yeah, I never thought I'd see my mama on that shit mane

It's fucking with her body now she's sick, damn

I wanted a big house with the white picket fence and the pool

Who would've ever thought that it would ever come to this, man?

Quicksand, that's what this life feel like

That shit these rappers kick is nothing like real life

You made a milli off of serving hard white? Yeah right

My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like

Stupid ****, ain't heard the cops been shooting ****

I swear to God, Wish I could bulletproof my ****

Can't get no jobs but they still recruiting ****

We trying stand tall when it gets too crucial ****

Break down, we break down

We break down, we break down

Bring the breakdown

Yeah, he's serving time, locked down

And she don't want nobody to know

His daughter 25 pounds

By the time he get out she gon' be 4

Now will his girl stay down?

Ain't no doubt she love him, yeah thats for sure

But temptations stays round

And if she strays, how could he ever know, never know

And so, she goes to the club on the weekend,

A little freaking, but them **** holla, but she never speaking,

But tonight I see the devil creeping

Cause she been lonely, she ain't felt the man in seven seasons

Damn, she do the best that she can

Her mama telling her to find another man

She college educated with a felon boyfriend

That's what she thinking tonight,

Maybe she's right but please

Stay down mama

Gotta be strong, don't break down mama

Please, stay down mama

Gotta be strong, don't break down mama

Don't break down

Don't break down

Don't break down

Don't break down

Bring the breakdown