Different, I Guess

I had a plan to make me look tough:

You'd call and I wouldn't pick up

But I saw your name and I jumped out of bed

I was yours from the moment we met

We'd both been keepin' our space

But someone broke into your place

I came to the bank while you changed your accounts

It was enough just to help calm you down

My friends say, "Stay away"

They know I obsess

No one's really been at their best

But this is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have

I guess

I've prayed for somethin' to give

How can this heartache still live?

I'm not tryin' to whine, I'm just fuckin' spent

I don't think you'll ever know how deep that I went

I say that, but maybe you do

Your eyes are a lonelier blue

You don't talk about it or cry out my name

But maybe you feel the same

My friends say, "Stay away"

They know I obsess

No one's really been at their best

But this is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have

I guess

I'm no victim, you're one of a kind

There's more to our hearts than lost time

I don't have to have you to know what this is

But I'll never forget our first kiss

I wanted to leave here with you

But you do what you gotta do

And if it's not in Newport, I'll be right here

Love doesn't disappear

My friends say, "Stay away"

They know I obsess

No one's really been at their best

But this is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have

This is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have, I guess

I had a plan to make me look tough