Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Playboy on this bitch, but he ain't playin' though
[Verse 2]
Go, now I can't be saved
No matter what I do, they say, that I'm wrong
Everybody postin' shit that could put me in a cage
That shit so hurtful, they gon' drag me till they see me gone
[Verse 3]
When the bring up my name they gon' speak on my problems
How the fuck I'm gon' know that she lovin' somebody?
How the fuck you gon' say that I'm beatin' on somebody?
'Fore I tend to that shit, I'm gon' step on somebody
I got money to make, I just got a deposit
I'ma hop on a beat like a vet, I'ma ride it
Everything that you say it, you know that I got it
I come from the streets, I don't worry 'bout nobody
It's enough that I'm here by myself and you know how to touch me
Trust gone, thought you loved me
You postin' that shit so really sayin', fuck me
They keep tellin' me shit like they tryna corrupt me
I ain't do not a thing, that's a regular problem
Every day gettin' cussed out by my mama
Herpes in my blood and that shit got me cryin'
I really got feelin's, you see without science
Somebody ain't real, I'ma cut my alliance
I been through this shit, now they tryna rewind it
I bury my dirt, now they tryna go find it
Confirm everything, they'll never confide it
While they focus on this and children out here dyin'
But they say I promote it, they say I slang iron
They done said plenty shit, that was time after time
But I know what I know, motherfuck all the lies
[Verse 4]
I see I cannot change my time, what's left?
And I know they do not care, they gon' ride the wave
And you see, I do not care, gave her everything
Fuck everybody changed
And fuck all these **** ain't true to the game
Motherfuck what they on, shoot 'em all in they body
I'm only eighteen and they talk like I'm eighty
Never knew, it'd be this, startin' to hate that I made it
I don't fuck with that hoe, I don't care 'bout that baby
If you cheated, you cheated, go fuck him again
On my soul, if I could, I'd kill him again
****, do what you want 'cause you never could win
All this money in my arm and I focus on friends
And they not a friend
If they let you do that and embarrass yourself
I won't say that I did it and perish myself
If I go back to jail that's ten on my belt
You can't say that I don't 'cause you know how it felt
When it come down to you, I don't care about myself
When you given attention, you killin' yourself
Stop respondin', play the hand that you dealt
[Verse 5]
'Cause you know, I feel like fuck 'em and I'm thuggin' for real
'Cause I know, if I fuck up my judge gon' touch me for real
So after tonight, I ain't postin' nothin' else
Cherish my life with a plaque on the shelf
The love that I got, I'ma wait till it melt
Rather knock someone down before they would help, bitch
[Verse 6]
Man, fuck the media
How the fuck y'all keep slanderin' my name? I'm eighteen
Bitch, I don't think I did nothin' that wrong
And shit, if I did, whoever ain't feelin' this shit
What it is, ****? What you want?
Bitch, you know what I'm on, ****
Pussy-ass boy
Bitch, you better go get some money, you heard me?
'Cause, ay, the day shit somethin' ever do happen to me
I know what the fuck I did
I don't owe nobody shit
Do you hear me?
But I don't understand how y'all could just steady
Run y'all mouth 'bout one person
No matter how bad I try to do right
They gon' blame me anyway
And guess what
Bitch, y'all can't play me how y'all played them
To get away
For one, you ain't gon' make me stress
For one, bitch, I'ma forever get shit off my chest
I ain't worried 'bout nothin', that shit don't hurt me
You heard me?
Bitch, I got my own problems and I'm happy with who I am
I wouldn't have said what I said if I wasn't happy with who I am
You heard me? I accept myself before anybody do
****, fuck you, I don't know you anyway
You ain't grow up with me, bitch
I ain't perfect, you ain't perfect
Bitch, I'm acceptable to myself, though
You heard me? I know somebody'll love me
Before your dog-ass do
Yeah, fuck the media and fuck the shade-room, too
Bitch, broke-ass motherfucker, hoe
Written by: Jarrian Thompson, Kentrell Gaulden