Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Today I looked up how long it would take to drown
Today I looked up how long it would take to drown
[Verse 2]
How long can you hold your breath
Before you can't hold you're breath any longer?
And how long until your lungs give out
And the sound that used to fill the void
Quiets like a mouse at midnight
Searching for it's piece of the pie?
[Verse 3]
Today I stood in front of a window
And imagined what it would be like to fly
No, I didn't, I imagined what it would be like to jump outside
The frame that caged me inside
But my better judgement said, "It wouldn't be very kind
If someone you cared about found you"
That's the voice that plays like a tape on rewind
Rewind, rewind
It wouldn't be fair to a stranger either
[Verse 4]
Today I'm reminded of the time I watched a man
Jump into a highway when I as just seventeen
The car lights on either side of the upper portion of the auto route
Below standing at attention
Starring off into the distance, just waiting for the road to clear
And the way to the comfort of their loved ones to be made
Death is a strange and hollow inconvenience
When you think about it
[Verse 5]
There's a blank face that quickly and abruptly
Finds it's way to all that witness something of that magnitude
It's not empathy, it's not sympathy
It's more of a forced, intrinsic, and integral self reflection
Why would someone do such a thing?
What could drive someone to that type of depth?
Could I be driven to such depths?
Would I ever be able to jump?
[Verse 6]
There is no place to be soft in these moments, jump
There is no time to be caught in this moment, jump
There is no need to believe there was a moment, jump
Sigh, believe, relief in this moment
'Cause I could never be the one to be this moment
Or could I jump?
[Verse 7]
Today I looked up how long it would take to drown
Do you first hold your breath?
Do you exhale all of your problems and worries
Before casting your thoughts to the bottom
Of an otherwise empty place below the poverty line
Of depressed thoughts and the sad calamity
Of a haunted house you've called home?
[Verse 8]
I don't know
Maybe someone out there has an answer
[Verse 9]
But for now I'm still tryin' to come to terms with the fact
That today I looked up how long it would take to drown
Written by: Forest Blakk
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