Sorry in Advance

I've been drowning all my problems 

In alcohol 

I've been trying to fix all 

Of these holes  

But it's more than an appointment 

With a counselor 

Cause I️ don't want anyone else to ever know  

I'm sorry in advance for hurting you

Doing all the stupid things I do

I promise I tried 

I never want to lie to you 

Can I have another chance 

I'm sorry in advance 

You've been calling and forcing things out of me 

And you know that I'm grateful for everything 

I can't do all the things that you ask of me 

Cause I wasn't built for a love like this

You know I wasn't built for this 

I'm sorry in advance for hurting you

Doing all these the stupid things I do

I promise I tried 

I never want to lie to you 

Can I have another chance 

I'm sorry in advance 

I wish I didn't try to push away 

I never said I was the one that's sane

I promised I tried, I never want to lie to you

Can I have another chance 

I'm sorry in advance