Love Always

Ain't it crazy how life go

How we stuck on this lifeboat

How we swimming and paddling

Hoping that we can just get to the right note

Man, this shit can get spiteful

So we turn to a bible, or a rifle

Searching and praying for answers

When we don't even know where life go

They told me, "Try a little tenderness"

They said that, "What you give is what you get"

But I don't know if I believe that shit

Because you had my heart and then you dipped

You slidin' off of my friends list

You did that shit, you meant it

Do not try to flip it

It's wicked, it's written in stone

Can't take that shit back

Now I'm cryin' all alone

You made my heart crack

I don't even check my phone

No purple heart and no snaps

Feel like everywhere I go, I can't escape

What happened, what's happening, yeah

Two times this week, I've seen you in my dreams

Don't have a place to go, where I can try to find peace or be me

Don't be mistaken when you're listening

This song is not for you

Just hold me, just hold me

This is for me 'cause I believe that I can grieve my way to truth

Just hold me, just hold me

Maybe there's a reason why we seem to suffer in our youth

Just hold me, just hold me

But I'm still dreaming of the feeling back when it was me and you

Just hold me, just hold me

I hope you know you hurt me

I hope you know I'm crying

When you said you don't deserve me

And pulled off in the night

And now my family's getting worried

Say they see it in my eyes

Because I'm lonely and uncertain if I'm gonna be alright

I tell 'em, a week ago I'm chilling just writing another song

About a girl I had a vision and dreamed her singing along

She was my world and then it all fell to the ground and I was wrong

Did I do this to myself? I had to call her on the phone, yeah

Wondering what you gonna tell your friends and your family

How you fucked another dude, how you handle it?

Are you in pain when you flex on the 'Gram and shit?

Or does it break your heart when I'm not there with you

Said you never knew how much you would care for me

Since the day I met you, thought you'd be there for me

Being alone really never was rare for me

Being in love was something I was scared to be

Never forget the night when you was driving away

New whip, new girl, there was nothing that I could say

You were pleading, kinda crying, couldn't really read your brain

Feel like a bullet hit my lungs and the air was replaced with pain

Don't be mistaken when you're listening

This song is not for you

Just hold me, just hold me

This is for me 'cause I believe that I can grieve my way to truth

Just hold me, just hold me

Maybe there's a reason why we seem to suffer in our youth

Just hold me, just hold me

But I'm still dreaming of the feeling back when it was me and you

Just hold me, just hold me

Talking to my pops, wish you were here right now

Wish you could hold me down and catch my tears right now

Because I'm lonely and I know that you could heal my frown

It's true, it's you

It's been hard to open up since I lost you, I lost trust

I was scared that I knew anyone could leave me in the dust

I'm not talking about you, I'm really talking about us

When it all falls down, that's when I need to look up but

I told her I love her and when I blow up I'ma bring her backstage

And now I'm stuck wondering why the fuck we can't

Go back to that day

But you gon' remember what you did if this kid could ever catch fame

'Cause you were the first girl I loved

But you still made my damn heart break

Gave her everything I had, she was different from the last

Bought her roses by the bag, now they dying in her lap

Had to say it in a rap, know I'll never bring you back

Shoulda known from my past, nothing's ever built to last

Hey, don't be mistaken when you're listening

This song is not for you

Just hold me, just hold me

This is for me 'cause I believe that I can grieve my way to truth

Just hold me, just hold me

Maybe there's a reason why we seem to suffer in our youth

Just hold me, just hold me

But I'm still dreaming of the feeling back when it was me and you

Just hold me, just hold me