Best I Ever Had

An honest life, some peace at night No need to hide, a mind that's right These are all the things that I would've had if I never met you A heart to beat, some blood to heat These are all the things that I would've had You were my highest high, you were my lowest low You were the downtown where I would walk alone You were the best I ever had, you were the best I ever had You were my golden days, you were my endless nights You almost broke me down so now I say goodbye You were the best I ever had, you were the best I ever had I was eighteen with darker dreams I felt your jeans and dopamine You were dangerous but you killed the pain I had before I met you You pulled me out, out of my doubts But you lit a little fire in my mind each day You were my highest high, you were my lowest low You were the downtown where I would walk alone You were the best I ever had, you were the best I ever had You were my golden days, you were my endless nights You almost broke me down so now I say goodbye You were the best I ever had, you were the best I ever had You leave me for dead Then kiss my lips and give me your breath I leave you for a week The world's bitter and you taste so sweet I needed the joy that came from the pain you stole, you stole I won't die for you So I'll live alone You were my highest high, you were my lowest low You were the downtown where I would walk alone You were the best I ever had, you were the best I ever had You were my golden days, you were my endless nights You almost broke me down so now I say goodbye You were the best I ever had, you were the best I ever had You were the best I ever had You were the best I ever had