Knife to the Heart

I shake like a patient

Can't tie all the straps myself

Still waiting for the pills to kick me

It might take a second

I'm sick like a stomach

Taste blood in the back of my throat

I mix chemicals and holy water

It might take a second

I need the love of my mother

I need the love of my life

Somebody tear me apart again

I want my life to start again

And I need a knife to the heart again

I wanna feel alright

I birth my assassin

I leave all the doors unlocked

Red circle on my pale stomach

It might take a second

I need the love of my mother

I need the love of my life

Somebody tear me apart again

I want my life to start again

And I need a knife to the heart again

I never feel alright

You take everything so serious

You take everything so serious

You take everything so serious

But what about me?

'Cause I wanna feel alright

Taking it back for sure

You say I won't, but that never works

And you say we can still be friends

But I've never been good at pretend

And I need a knife to the heart again

I wanna feel alright