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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
bülow
bülow
Vocals
Mike Wise
Mike Wise
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Elizabeth Lowell Boland
Elizabeth Lowell Boland
Songwriter
Jared Lee
Jared Lee
Songwriter
Megan Bülow
Megan Bülow
Songwriter
nathan ferraro
nathan ferraro
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Miles Walker
Miles Walker
Mixing Engineer
Mike Wise
Mike Wise
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
[Verse 2]
I've been thinking about
How I used to hang out smoking weed by myself
Now I'm flyin'
For real put my seatbelts on
I'm oversea soon I'll be somewhere else
[Verse 3]
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
Dreamin' of the afterlife
And maybe I don't have to die
[Verse 4]
I get so scared sometimes
I don't know what's next for me (Next for me)
I don't know what's best for me (Best for me)
No more
[Verse 5]
All my friends doin' Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just tryin' to make it on the honor roll (Honor roll)
Slurrin' my speech till I said it all (Said it all)
Fillin' my heart with the edibles
[Verse 6]
I know all my friends doin' Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just tryin' to make it on the honor roll (Honor roll)
Slurrin' my speech till I said it all
Fillin' my heart with the edibles
[Verse 7]
It's just that I don't wanna get older
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober
I don't wanna cry
[Verse 8]
I don't wanna get older
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober
I don't wanna cry
(Cry, cry, cry)
(Cry, cry, cry)
[Verse 9]
I've been foolin' around
Sending pics, stayin' out
Zero fucks, it's a cop-out
[Verse 10]
And know that my head might be braindead
White flag, I'ma forfeit, too bad
Can't stop my world from collapsing
I'm afraid of relapsing
'Cause this this Lambo' too fast
[Verse 11]
I might get car sick
All these moving targets
Our heart beats to the home run
My heart is
Sometimes I wish I was back where I started
(Back where I started)
[Verse 12]
All my friends doin' Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just tryin' to make it on the honor roll (Honor roll)
Slurrin' my speech till I said it all (Said it all)
Fillin' my heart with the edibles
[Verse 13]
I know all my friends doin' Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just tryin' to make it on the honor roll (Honor roll)
Slurrin' my speech till I said it all
Fillin' my heart with the edibles
[Verse 14]
It's just that I don't wanna get older
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober
I don't wanna cry
[Verse 15]
I don't wanna get older
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober
I don't wanna cry
(Cry, cry, cry)
[Verse 16]
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
Dreamin' of the afterlife
And maybe I don't have to die
[Verse 17]
I get so scared sometimes
I don't know what's next for me
I don't know what's gotten into me
I'm in too deep, I need to leave
Leave me be
[Verse 18]
All my friends doin' Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just tryin' to make it on the honor roll (Honor roll)
Slurrin' my speech till I said it all (Said it all)
Fillin' my heart with the edibles
[Verse 19]
I know all my friends doin' Adderall (Adderall)
I'm just tryin' to make it on the honor roll (Honor roll)
Slurrin' my speech till I said it all
Fillin' my heart with the edibles
[Verse 20]
It's just that
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Written by: Elizabeth Lowell Boland, Megan Bülow, Michael Wise
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