Myself

I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough

Had me questioning myself, I wasn't sure enough

Had me looking in the mirror tryna analyze my figure

I ain't perfect, you want perfect, so that figures

You always put me in a bad place

Said we were moving at a fast pace

It was all my fault

I fell in love too hard

I loved you when I didn't love myself (Yeah, yeah)

Said you loved me, but you only loved yourself

You rocked me so hard, you played all your cards right

You played with my heart, I might, I might not be the same way

You were walking in that door, you wasn't saying "Hi"

You were walking out that door, you wasn't saying "Bye, bye"

Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way

How could you tell me that you love me and behave this way?

Sometimes I don't know how I survived

You picked me up, you threw me in the sky

And when I fell, you let me hit the ground

Yeah, I still felt alone with you around

I learned my lesson, yeah, shit got hectic

But all in all, the experience, it was a blessing, yeah

You taught me patience, can't skip the basics

Seems like you only wanted me for that sensation, yeah

I remember all the lies, all the nights you made me cry, yeah

All the lies, all the nights you made me cry

When you controlled my mind, had me wishing I would die, yeah

You controlled my mind, had me wishing I would die

You will never know how I feel, I gave my all to you, my love was real

How I feel, my love was real

Baby, yeah, but you didn't love me

But you didn't love me

I loved you when I didn't love myself

Said you loved me, but you only love yourself

You rocked me so hard, you played all your cards right

You played with my heart, I might, might not be the same way

Might not be the same Lay