Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Shad Albarazanji
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Bazanji
Mixing Engineer
Taylor King
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I've been talkin' to the voice in my head
Makin' me second guess
Makin' me think I'm not good enough
Makin' me think I'm not like the rest
I got everything that I wanted
But lately I'm feelin' so empty
I never would think about stoppin'
But lately it's feeling so tempting
Drownin' in all of my fear
Drownin' in all of my problems
Everyone thinkin' I'm perfect
Really, I think that I'm fallin'
I know I got millions of plays
But wonder if music my calling
But I've been workin' too long
Now I just feel like I'm all in
Gotta wait it out, gotta make it out
Goin' through phases
My anger, I take it out all on my bank account
Spendin' like crazy
Nobody told me that
It would all end up just bein' this way
I'm keepin' my head up
I know that I'm gonna see better days
[Verse 2]
Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
I just hold it all in my mind
I know that one day I'ma shine
But till then, I feel like I'm on my own
Feelin' like I'm on my own
Feelin' like I'm all alone
Waitin' till that feeling gone
But I've been waitin' way too long
Got what I wanted
But I need something
Every night just to slow my mind
Feelin' like I'm on my own
Feelin' like I'm all alone
[Verse 3]
I know that it's bigger than me
Know that they checkin' on me
When they be goin' through struggles
I know that they listen to me
Tryna help 'em hold it all together when they fallin' apart
I'm thinkin' way back to the start
The reason I got into music, and all that I wanted
Was helpin' out people and keepin' it honest
I can't let it go
Can't let it stop me no more
Built it all up from the floor
They gon' talk about me when I'm gone
I can't leave 'em all without givin' 'em more
What they gonna think about me
If I settle down and never finish giving my story
I don't wanna look back in time
Thinkin' 'bout the shine that was meant to be for me
Gotta get it while I can
I gotta stick to the plan
I gotta help out my fam
I got a lot on my shoulders
But it can't be changin' the man that I am
Know that I'm meant to do bigger things
On a bigger level, livin' bigger dreams
Hard times, but I gotta grind
Till the day I die, I'm makin' history
[Verse 4]
Right place, right time, but I'm not fine
I just hold it all in my mind
I know that one day I'ma shine
But till then, I feel like I'm on my own
Feelin' like I'm on my own
Feelin' like I'm all alone
Waitin' till that feeling gone
But I've been waitin' way too long
Got what I wanted
But I need something
Every night just to slow my mind
Feelin' like I'm on my own
Feelin' like I'm all alone
Written by: Shad Albarazanji
