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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Royce Da 5'9"
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Brett Ryan Kruger
Songwriter
Matthew Jehu Samuels
Songwriter
R. Montgomery
Songwriter
Zale Epstein
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Alexander Smith
Recording Engineer
Brian “B-Jones” Jones
Recording Engineer
Buscemi
Recording Engineer
I.V. Duncan
Recording Engineer
Matthew Jehu Samuels
Producer
Mauricio "Veto" Iragorri
Mastering Engineer
Mike Kuz
Recording Engineer
Morning Estrada
Mixing Engineer
Ryan Highland
Recording Engineer
Steve Baughman
Mastering Engineer
The Maven Boys
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
It's Christmas time in the Montgomery home
Daddy's actin' all crazy again
Momma got herself a bloody nose
Daddy slapped her in the face again
[Verse 2]
Why they always gotta fight so much?
Damn
Momma face woke me and my bros in a panic state
If that's the case, yo, I can't just stay around this
Everything was fine
We just had dinner
We got all the He-mans
Battle cat, Adam and Cringer
Even Castle Greyskull and Snake Mountain
Now we sit and listen to y'all
Argue 'bout how y'all plan this day
And y'all just admitted to us Santa fake
So Kid Vishis just ran away poutin'
Now I gotta go and console him
He wasn't nothin' but a spoiled little boy then
Little naive with a innocent cry
All he ever wanted to do was fit in with us
And y'all bought him a pair of fake Timberlands
And put him in a real Timberland box
I'd never forget them boots
They was called Rugged Outbacks
Momma went found him at Payless
And made us promise no to say nothin'
Then pop came in like he ain't know nothin' about it
Like "Judy, you gon' send that boy out in public like that?"
"He'll be just fine, these kids ain't 'bout to be lookin' down at his feet for no treat"
And she really meant that
Meanwhile this little arrogant ****
Called himself stuntin' on me and Greg with him
"Talkin' 'bout, where y'all Timbs at?"
But he was too young to detect sarcasm
So we was like, "****, where your Timbs at?"
[Verse 3]
It's Thanksgiving in the Montgomery home
Gran just came in here drunk again
Now momma tryna cover for him
She afraid my daddy gon' punch him again
[Verse 4]
Why you gotta get drunk so much? Damn
I wish you would just stay where you was at
Instead of comin' home all rude and disrespectin' all our father rules and shit
Man, the mood done switched me and Vishis playin' Connect Four
Our favorite movie just came on the tube and it's ironic it's Bloodsport
And I'm lookin' at Frank Dux and shit, thinkin' you should split
Before daddy come down these stairs of this basement
And see you wasted
But he just cut me off like
"That **** ain't gon' do shit"
But the truth is this
He couldn't hold my dad even if he was sober
I know 'cause he tried once
Ended up unconscious
A broke arm and a tooth is chipped
My big bro got a lotta emotional problems
He feel that we was all abused as kids
He saw momma get dragged down all kinda stairs like a rag doll
When he was two
And this is back when daddy used to sniff cocaine
Poor thing, he had to be subjected to this
When he gets drunk he gets to losin' it
He gets the illusion that he gon' protect us all from the Big Bad Wolf
Stand up to him and prove some shit
But all he really doin' is stressin' mom out, got it goin'
"Boy, you know your daddy up there asleep, the food is ready
Why don't you stop makin' all this noise and just let him stay 'sleep?"
[Verse 5]
The turkey's done in the Montgomery home
Daddy's just been awaken again
Greg is makin' all kinds of noise
Daddy is on his way angry again
[Verse 6]
Who is that makin' all that goddamn noise?
Greggy, get up here
You been out there drinking again?
What the fuck I tell you 'bout comin' in my house with this disrespectful shit?
****, where the fuck you done been?
I'm thinkin' to myself
Greg, please don't say nothin' stupid, man
Every time my daddy in his drawers and he standin' in the hallway
Mad at somebody, I swear he got the same strength as Superman
My brother turn around and just walks in the kitchen
Without even givin' a answer
With his back to him
Like, I ain't gotta talk to you, ****
****, you don't hear me talkin' to you?
Next thing my brother did is somethin' that when it comes to my father
Is somethin' you just don't do
He looked him right in his eyes and he asked him
"What the fuck is you gon' do?"
[Verse 7]
My father hit him so hard his body hit the stove
The oven door hit the fuckin' floor
The turkey fell out the oven hole and landed near the stairs
Now daddy's standin' over Greg
Talkin' 'bout
"****, you ain't hurt, get up, get up"
Then here come Vish talkin' 'bout
"Dad, I don't think he gon' get up"
Then momma went damn near hysterical
She called the police, the police came
Neighbors was all in the street
Watchin' the cops takin' my father out in handcuffs, damn
Man, that shit was real embarrassin'
To all my friends I grew up with
Who grew up fatherless
I know through me you live vicariously
I want you to know that we ain't no better than you
Yours, we all needed therapy
We care about each other more than we care about
If anybody understands us
What I'm tryna say is fuck you
And happy holidays from the Montgomery family
[Verse 8]
Every man reaches that point in life
Where he don't wanna make excuses no more, more
Life done took me on a roller coaster ride
I've been up, I've been down
All the ribbons that my daddy gave
[Verse 9]
Took me on highs
Turn around and then took me on lows (That's how the story goes)
Then I think about it
I use that shit as fuel then I changed it into power
Now can't you feel it?
Can't you feel it?
That I'm a grown man with power
Let me hear, say, yeah
If you was raised in a strict home like me
Felt alone like me
And we gave him power
You can do it too
Just look at me
See, I'm a grown man with power
Yeah
Everybody say, yeah
If you don't know the meanin' of abuse
You've been through so much and let nobody could do to you
Can't you feel it?
I'm a runaway
This is how we came
A grown man with power
You can do it too
If I can do it
Use it
Power
[Verse 10]
Just a runaway
I was a runaway
There's nothin' none of y'all can do to me, do to me
Written by: Royce da 5'9