ruiner

It's the your Edgar Alice spittin' love from the basement

Do it for the love, give a fuck about the payment

If I'm bein' honest, I don't know what I'm chasin'

Need a space to place my thoughts in this source, the location

I'm fuckin' sick of writtin' all these sad songs

But I'm just bein' reals, how I feel, word is bond

I just wanna let you know you not alone

That I know what it's like when you never leave your home

When you can't get out of bed, can't even check your phone

Can't even lift your head like your bones are made of stone

When everyone you know is askin' why you feelin' low

But you can't tell them why 'cause you don't even know

I got radio execs wanna say what's best

I got pressure comin' down, got me overly stressed

I got suicidal thoughts floatin' through my head

I got people from the past probably hopin' I'm dead

Oh no, what's your mama gonna say

When I tell her that I broke your heart?

It's just things aren't the way that they used to be

Oh no, now you're cryin' on the bathroom floor

And I guess it's the end

Well I lost my mind and I lost my best friend

Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didn't

I just wish I wasn't stuck between decisions

I just wish I didn't feel like something's missin'

I just need to get outside this mental prison

Three AM and I'm stuck in a rut

Seems like every time I leave, I end up thinkin' of us

I keep fuckin' with your head like a lobotomy

I lost it all and you'll always be a part of me

Yeah, you feel the pain when you wake up

Late again and it's dark out

I don't even know where it came from

Can't escape, got me feelin' down

I remember days in our home town

Ain't strange when you come around

Now they're just memories now

Keep feeling up then I'm feeling down

Oh no, what's your mama gonna say

When I tell her that I broke your heart?

It's just things aren't the way that they used to be

Oh no, now you're cryin' on the bathroom floor

And I guess it's the end

Well I lost my mind and I lost my best friend

I lost my mind and I lost my best friend

Well I lost my mind and I lost my best friend