New Year

Sitting here stressing at 2:30 AM

About how fast a year can go, I wonder where it went

If we start all over again, would it really work?

I know that you could be, could be coming back to me

Mesmerized by the thoughts of it

Traumatized, I'm so scared of it

Wanna stop thinking, gotta get to sleep

Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet

Push the thought of you away, do it today

I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away

A year ago, at Christmas

You locked away your secrets, kept them away from me

I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see

You wanna start all over again, make it work this time

But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine

I memorized what you said to me

So surprised, it was hell to be

So frustrated with the way we were

Not a single word could make it work

Now look at us today, we blew it away

I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away

A year ago, at Christmas

I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away

A year ago, at Christmas

Last year

Last year

Last year

Last year

At Christmas

At Christmas

At Christmas

(I'm older than my years)