With Heart on Hold

I feel so cold.

It's neither dusk nor dawn.

With heart on hold

I'm trying to move on.

Thoughts are no good –

At night they bring you back.

I wish I could

Paint white instead of black.

You've shot me down,

With a bullet in my heart

I am falling out of love.

A bleeding wound -

Is tearing me apart,

And the pain is deep and rough.

Unheard and unspoken,

Despair grows inside of me.

Heartbroken, broken open,

I'm losing my gravity.

You feel no pain,

Your eyes are full of life.

I face the rain,

I'm striving to survive.

You see a friend,

And I can hardly see!

The parts depend

On who are you and me.

You've shot me down,

With a bullet in my heart

I am falling out of love.

A bleeding wound

Is tearing me apart,

And the pain is deep and rough.

Unheard and unspoken,

Despair grows inside of me.

Heartbroken, broken open,

I'm losing my gravity.

The time is slow

I do not know

How long the sadness stays.

I cannot stand

The emptiness of walls.

It's just the end –

The sandy castle falls!

You've shot me down,

With a bullet in my heart

I am falling out of love.

A bleeding wound

Is tearing me apart,

And the pain is deep and rough.

Unheard and unspoken,

Despair grows inside of me.

Heartbroken, broken open,

I'm losing my gravity.