Pain in My Soul

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

See when my mama died, and then my daddy died

I never seen the look I seen in my grandma eyes

She said, "Son, I'm tired"

I said, "I'm tired too

Lost my mom and dad in the same year

So what I'm supposed to do?"

Oh, it's gon' be hard for me, it's gon' get hard for you

Grandaddy told me, "Son, I'm gonna live through you"

Do all you gotta do, but be who you gotta be

You gotta be the one that take care the family

My mama told me, "Son, I'm gonna die"

They gave her six months, she only lived five

But God got a way for me, so don't you cry

So long as I live, I'm gonna shoot for the sky, yeah, yeah

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

Now that my mama gone

I gotta be strong, I gotta live my life

'Cause life is still goin' on

Take care of my family, 'cause they depend on me

We gotta pray together, we build out family tree

Now we down too, but it ain't over

Tears steady rollin', let it run over

Sometimes I get high, but I gotta stay sober

I know my life ain't perfect, but I know it ain't over

My mama told me, "Son, I'm gonna die"

They have her six months, she only lived five

But God got a way for me, so don't you cry

So long as I live, I'm gonna shoot for the sky, yeah, yeah

So much pain in my soul (Pain in my soul)

It's so hard to let go (So hard, so hard)

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

So much pain in my soul (Pain in my soul)

It's so hard to let go (So hard to let go)

But the God that I know (That I know)

Will never ever let me go