Uno

Yeah, I don’t know where to start

How do you admit that you’re falling apart?

I mean, how will I admit that I’m falling apart?

My mother’s gonna worry but I’m fine in my heart

I live the words that I’ve said

And live with a voice that tends to tell me that I’m shit in my head

Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead

I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right?

Right

‘Cause there’s a lot of people tryna tell me how to deal with myself

But I’m not gonna listen if you mention my health

I don’t care

Don’t tell me and don’t text me

‘Cause that kinda shit upsets me

Just kind of affects me

And it’s bringing me down

And I’m not gonna lie

These days I prefer to just not be outside

And these day I just end up spending all of my time

With my girlfriend

But to be honest, I think that’s alright

‘Cause time keeps rolling and I’m just making songs

I’m doing my best

Still find myself stressed

And I’m no longer sure where I belong

I’m starting to rust

Don’t know who to trust

(Don’t trust anyone, not even me)

Some people concentrate on style too much

But I think I just force myself to smile too much

And that should soon end for the best

I wanna live my life with no stress

Love life and feel blessed like

It’s kinda funny on the inside

I’m tryin’ to be a man but really I’m just a little child, shit

And that’s pretty much it

Yeah, that’s pretty much it

(Is there anything else?)

Oh yeah, my jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress

I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends

Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

Being at school makes me aware of how I haven’t been myself in a while

And I wonder what it was like to be eleven

One day, if there’s such a thing as life after death

Such a thing as heaven

And every now and then I think about the fact that I’d become a legend

If I’d died at twenty-seven