Excavate (feat. Saint Claire)

Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out

Peel my bones away

Crack my window, shed my shadow

Excavate my pain

If I could read the world my notebook, and these thoughts in it

Would they judge me or love me for what I've written?

Trying to get closer to spirit that enters the body

It's the vessel, like I'm not in it?

And fifty-something years, I won't be here

There'll be a kid with some headphones covering his ears

Walking 'round the hallway, dreaming up ideas

Find himself in the sound 'cause music is a mirror

What you looking for? What you heading towards?

What's your name worth when they mention yours?

When you leave here, are you stepping forward?

Can you remember your intention when they question yours?

They're gonna question yours, they're gonna question yours

I've been to rock bottom and I'm headed north

If you don't love yourself, what's the respect for?

If you you don't love life the check won't correct yours, excavate

Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out

Peel my bones away

Crack my window, shed my shadow

Excavate my pain

And I found peace

And I found peace

And I found peace

I had this vision of my death, surrounded by people I love and respect

And the baby-blue Cadillac Hurst pulling me around the block that I rep

The greatest fear that I've ever kept is dying with regrets

Like, was it just a lie for success or did I leave a better life for the rest?

My greatest achievement isn't the dollars

My greatest achievement isn't the followers

My greatest achievement isn't the accolades

My greatest achievement is my daughter

Waking up in the morning, being a father

Watching the light kiss her eyelids

Hearing her sing along to Chance

And being, like, "Yeah, that's my kid"

The light started to glow

And the saxophone from Coltrane started to blow

Tender laying in the snow, turning my headphones

Couple miles to go before I run out of road, excavate

Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out

Peel my bones away

Crack my window, shed my shadow

Excavate my pain

And I found peace

And I found peace

And I found peace

And I found peace

And I found peace

Hold me up into the light and study every part of me

I'm an open book, no, I don't mind, but sometimes I'm hard to read

Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home, but this life is so hard to leave

But who am I when they cut the lights and nobody's watching me?

Hold my up into the light and study every part of me

I'm an open book, no, I don't mind, but sometimes I'm hard to read

Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home but this life is so hard to leave

But who am I when they cut the lights and nobody's watching me? Gemini