I'm Not Fine

See, honey, I'm not fine And I haven't been for a long time But I'm beginning to believe That only you could help me overcome It's like nothing's real And it hasn't been for such a vast expense of time and space But in the light of your gorgeous face I can be distracted for a while No, I'm not alright I'll tell you since you're asking I was hoping you'd rush in And save me from the axe and chopping block I'm used to live just being cruel Like it was throwing you out in front That would merit most love While you know it's a mistake Well, you shouldn't and you won't make I've learned my lesson now Honey, I'm not fine And I haven't been for a long time But I'm beginning to believe That only you could help me overcome No, honey, I'm not fine And I haven't been for such a long, long, long, long time But I have reason to believe Even if this fear and hate filled land Even in this dried out patch of dirt We will survive Baby, we could fly