The Doctor Said

I'll be lost inside my head

Bad thoughts till 4 AM

And then I'll try to sleep

And I can't tell anyone

I'm so scared they'll get up and run

So I don't speak

And oh, I miss when we were younger

The days were so much funner

Weren't they?

Oh, I book a new appointment

It's another disappointment

They're all the same, same, same

When the doctor says I'm fine

One at morning, one at night

These pills will help you remember how to smile

But what does he know

'Cause I feel so alone

And mom and dad both tell me I'm all right

'Cause the doctor said you're fine

My own mind can lie to me

They all say it's anxiety

But I just think it's me

Now I've lost so many years

My pillow's a tissue for my tears

But you never see

And now I can't even eat my dinner

Mom says I'm getting thinner

Am I?

Oh, I book a new appointment

Yet another disappointment

They're all the same, same, same

When the doctor says I'm fine

One at morning, one at night

These pills will help you remember how to smile

But what does he know

'Cause I feel so alone

And mom and dad both tell me I'm all right

'Cause the doctor said you're fine

But he don't care 'bout me

He'll just go home to his family

Why does no one see?

I'm not the girl I wish that I could be

'Cause the doctor said I'm fine

One at morning, one at night

These pills will help you remember how to smile

But what does he know

'Cause I feel so alone

And mom and dad both tell me I'm all right

'Cause the doctor said I'm fine