Reoccurring Dream

Heaven help me, i don't understand Heaven help am having trouble reading you You keep on showing up in my dream reoccuring one way you don't want me and its no surprise if you don't understand if you're blindsided i'd have trouble finding you am good at hiding how i feel always worried what you're thinking of me reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer why dont i learn my lesson most of the time it's just uneducated guessing The justice to depression heaven help i want to understand i dont know where to start getting close to you but maybe am not running from me am always pushing people away unknowingly reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer why dont i learn my lesson most of the time it's just uneducated guessing The justice to depression heaven help me i don't understand, heaven help am having trouble reading you You keep on showing up in my dream reoccuring one way you don't want me