Still

Yeah Yeah I took some time off, it's time I start rappin' again Don't wanna end up a "Damn, what happened to him?" See my anxiety is kickin' in, I'm askin' a friend "Am I losin' it?" He said, "No and don't ask me again" I was broke two years ago, was I happier then? Dreamin' 'bout the spot that right now, I'm actually in Rushin' to the bank with checks that I'm cashin' to spend But money can't buy you happiness, and that's just the thing I know some people though that that could offend Still strugglin', lookin' at me like, "If I only lived as lavish as him" I wouldn't have to have this nine to five, yeah I'm alive But it really ain't about survivin', fuck that, I'm tryna thrive It's a difference, now take this for instance I was at the bar the other week, had to wet my beak This old drunk man next to me, I heard him speak Talkin' loud like he tryna preach He took two shots, don't do no chase Then he said, "If you're not living on the edge, you're taking too much space" Thought about it, what you wish for isn't all that it seems What if I just said, fuck it, never followed my dreams? Never made me into a role model for all of these teens My hero asked if we wonder what it all really means If we'd ever really find our dreams, I'm still chasin' 'em I still use these drugs, I'm still takin' 'em I drink bottles in clubs, we still pay for them I got plenty excuses, I'm still makin' em I got flaws, I'm human, have faith in 'em One day I'll find a girl who will wait for 'em Yeah, guess I'm a constant work in progress Especially with certain topics As I navigate the road less travelled Thread the needle, I just hope that I don't come unraveled Yeah, and will I, will I follow up my last shit with a better one? Will I go out as a legend when it's said and done? Will they consider me a special one Or just another rapper who came and went? But fuck it, at least I had a run Dolo in the studio with candles lit I close my eyes and imagine it If you ain't in it, it's hard to fully understand this shit The way the planet Earth is on my back but I can handle it It's nothin' Uh, you'd be surprised You couldn't walk a mile in these Adidas Slides Uh, you'd be surprised If you could see this through my eyes Uh, yeah Uh You gotta keep it together, oh You gotta hold your head up, yeah You gotta keep it together, oh It can only get better, get better Keep it together Keep it together, just keep it together