Life Support (feat. Bonkaz & Tiggs Da Author)

No more pain inside me

As loud as you want man this ain't a library

This is my party

I wanna see my uncle serenade my auntie

And my mother smiling

And my brother's wiling to the lyrics of the certain domestic violence

And we were young and just undecided

Make sure my sister's nice

Hug my sister twice

And tell her you got her like I would have her if I was still alive

And if my dog shows, tell him no hard feelings

'Cause my cold balls came from this cold heart and needs the reason

But really no hard feelings

'Cause I'm a man too and I understand you without

You even having to teach it

Really

I just whatever I want whenever I see fit

Well at least I did

And this is coming from my soul

Shit

Tell Loretta she's the one and only be when she comes that she ever was to me

But they come to see me

Only me

And if they feel me

Shit

Yeah I remember when their hands were cold

(Hands were cold)

My i remember when their love was true

Love was true

I'm just tryna sip on my life

Sip on my life

Hope I don't end up on life support

Boy I remember you

You were so happy before you were even rapping before you were on the pedestal

Before they put the weight on your shoulders

You used to play with the oldest kicking a leather ball

Had a little knock your phone and they were never cool

But you were forever cool

You weren't writing

Then you verses

It was two player game me verse you

Never had the game over your house

Only stress you ever had was your curfew

Everybody used to be so nice then

But not everybody's out here tryna hurt you

Just when you were really 'bout to take off

That's when it hit me with the worst news

Yeah, they said you were on the life support

Just trying to fight the force

They told me pull the plug but you'll fight this through

Said your head into a better settings but

They don't know what you been tryna do

I know your heart, I know your mind

I know the only thing you hate it overtime

I know you're tired of laughing that's no surprise

I still see that the younger you when I close my eyes

And you play more than you pray

But you still believe in God

To the music high on your crucify

But you pulling me Jesus Cross

And I anticipate your return my boy

I see you smile again

One day you can run away and just reclaim your life again

Yeah I remember when their hands were cool

I remember when their love was true

I'm just tryna sip all my life

Hope I don't end up on life support

Don't you remember me?

Shit dumb

Had to fuck all these people telling me to a memory

Shit

Damn

I remember when I promised you that I would never leave

Yeah about to spend the next couple hours buying flowers and laying them in the cemetery

Riding it so when they bury me

Having ain't heavenly

I could heaven I'll be heavenly

'Cause I ain't got my friends in me

Hope you get this letter be

And I look forward to receiving what you sent to me

You could even write to Amy Whitehouse love

'Cause you got the same address as me

And every morning when she showering

I always hear her singing Valerie, yeah

Why don't you come on over don't make no sense now

There ain't no even that I could send down

I don't dress up no more I just dress down

But it's kinda cool I don't pay no rent now

I just needed some space

Now I need to escape yeah

And now I feel out of place

'Cause everyone I'm here's to good for me

Hey yeah

Lord I remember when their hands were cool

My i remember when their love was true

I'm just tryna sip all my life

Hope I don't end up on life support

Lord I remember when their hands were cool

My i remember when their love was true

I'm just tryna sip all my life

Hope I don't end up on life support

You're the fucker who always decide how we taking shit right now, yeah

I'm about to pull this bug out of me and I don't wanna use it

I'm bout to, I'm bout to pull this fucker form myself

'Cause they taught me not to love myself

I need to die to be alive

I hear your voices

I hear voices and they got opinions

But I need choices

To feel like there's any point in it

To feel like there's any point in living

And that's why I getting money

'Cause they just want me to be the sweetest

And I'm tryna be the best I did it

And they don't even see the reason

But they keep on speaking bout my lyrics

I guess they just wanna be the reason

And I'm tryna

Shit then