Slowburn

After

After all

We are the same as we always were

We cover and carry on

Like everything's copasetic and

Courage we felt at all

Feels like failure overcome

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up

I'm trying to breathe

I wanna let go

So I can feel again

I break up

I'm trying to see

If I can let go and feel again

Sober we pulled it off

I'm clean and I'm cursed it's one in all

Forget the chemicals

Faking the sense of self and heart

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up

I'm trying to breathe

I wanna let go

So I can feel again

I break up

I'm trying to see

If I can let go and feel again

Wake up

Wake up

(I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away

(I'm not ok) I'm falling flat on my face

Down on the pavement, I'm fighting the weight

(I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up

I'm trying to breathe

I wanna let go

So I can feel again

I break up

I'm trying to see

If I can let go and feel again

I'm not awake

Feel again

I'm not ok