Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
LOLO
Vocals
Jake Sinclair
Bass
Julian Leaper
First Violin
Caroline Dale
Cello
Rob Mathes
Conductor
Mark Stepro
Drums
Peter Lale
Viola
Perry Montague-Mason
Violin
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
LOLO
Songwriter
Jake Sinclair
Songwriter
Lori Casteel
Copyist
Mike Casteel
Copyist
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jake Sinclair
Producer
Jonathan Allen
Recording Engineer
Celso Estrada
Engineer
Suzy Shinn
Engineer
Pete Lyman
Mastering Engineer
Elisa Pangsaeng
Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
I can't eat, can't sleep, I'm on my knees, prayin' for a miracle
It's alright, what you say, like a knife, I know you like the taste of blood
I love you, I hate you, I have you, I lose you
I just want someone to love
[Verse 2]
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody
I just wanna light, I wanna smoke more cigarettes
You'd think that I like gettin' hurt
But I do it, I can't seem to help myself
I'm a big girl, but big girls get hurt, too, and they cry
You think that I'm tough enough
But I know when you look at me right now
That all you can see is blood
[Verse 3]
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
Waves of sadness, waves of grief
A river that feels like it'll never stop runnin'
And all you can see is the lies, I know it's all over my face
I can't change, I can't hide
[Verse 4]
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
Oh
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
Written by: Jake Sinclair, LOLO