Desensitized

Pulling myself again, away from confrontation I can't feel anything here in this place away from all my troubles I want to be free but don't want to face me In my head, it's just a disguise, a cause for these veiled eyes Sometime I feel so lost, so disconnected What I wouldn't do to feel alive: to feel alive again Where do I draw the line between vice and vindication, between another plane of thought and desensitized? Sometimes I light this flame, on my own, incinerating the progression prolonged Forgive me I've turned my back too many times on the world I built around me, just to watch it fall I've watched it fall! I want to be free but don't want to face me In my head, it's just a disguise, a cause for these veiled eyes Sometimes I light this flame, on my own, incinerating the progression prolonged Searching for a way to extinguish the pain I need to escape