Selfish (feat. Josh X)

I gave you more than I gave myself

So loyal to you that I betray myself

Well, I guess I'ma wither away

You a snake and you chose to slither today

I give my all, my love and my trust

But I guess my all just wasn't enough

Yeah, there's something 'bout you, I can't help it

But I'ma do for myself, I'm being selfish

Baby, your melody is the voice I need

Makes me skip a beat, yeah

And, baby, you know it, yeah

But it's hard to show it

Yeah, yeah

See, the one I love used to be in clubs

Used to fuck with thugs, yeah

And I can't expose it, yeah

'Cause she already know it, yeah

But why don't you ask me

Why it's so hard to fall in love?

Why don't you ask me

Why can I never ever, ever, ever trust?

Why don't you ask me

Why everything is going in circles?

Why don't you ask me?

I guess we never know, I guess we never know

They say the one that you truly love

Hurts you the most

Now the one that I truly love hurt me the most

Now the one that you truly love

Is hurting you the most

I guess I'll never know

Why I got so cold

It's not your fault

Be selfish, be selfish

Be selfish

Oh, so cold, girl

Be selfish, be selfish

Be selfish

It's not your fault, girl

Be selfish, be selfish

Be selfish

I'm so cold, girl

Be selfish, be selfish

Be selfish

It's not your fault, girl

Withering away as I gaze at the sky

Looking at his face

And all the pain he caused me

I ask why, didn't I love?

Didn't I give you more than I ever gave myself?

What do you wish?

'Cause that part of me no longer exists

This time I'm first

I'm picking me

I finally learned to be selfish