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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
sports.
sports.
Performer
Kris Ward
Kris Ward
Vocals
John Blank
John Blank
Drums
Sean Duffy
Sean Duffy
Bass Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kris Ward
Kris Ward
Songwriter
John Blank
John Blank
Songwriter
Sean Duffy
Sean Duffy
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Mike Moschetto
Mike Moschetto
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

The walk from my apartment to the train tracks has never seemed
So fucking long and so fucking cold just bring me to peace
My life is nothing more than constant cries of disappointment
I’ve leveraged all my time in hobbies that aren’t valued and unimportant
But still I come
I fear myself and I realized that I'm stuck in the same place
I’m a manic depressive who spends all his time in a basement in Brookline
I say I try but what that really means I complain constantly
About growing older and dying in my sleep
I’ve given up on almost everything that I’ve come in contact with recently
All that I have going for me is playing games made for kids in their teens
I fear myself and I realized that I'm stuck in the same place
I’m a manic depressive who spends all his time in a basement in Brookline
I say I try but what that really means I complain constantly
About growing older and dying in my sleep
I'll never be anything more than nothing (x14)
“I’ll draw a card and pass my turn
Looks like I’m all tapped out
I’ll throw a bolt into your face”
That’s all I think about" (x5)
Nothing ever seems to change
Whether I want it I always stay the same
I keep thinking that something I’ll do
Will pull me from this home that keeps pulling me in
You’re pulling me in
Written by: John Blank, Kris Ward, Sean Duffy
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