Not Going Home

Any matter within my heart Tried, tried to find my part in all this And I, been living within my hurt You'll push me away, I'm sure you're sorry Find a way and take a chance to find your lovin' I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothin' Where's the happy in the middle? Where's the moon when I shine? I would love it if you noticed that I'm not going home Every time I ever folded Any time I ever cried I would love it if you noticed that I'm not going home And I'm never gonna settle if I'm waiting And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride Every time I ever folded Every time I ever cried I would love it if you noticed that I'm not going home And you'll never get on my page Living, fighting with all that rage and sorrow And I, will get it in different ways Find the good in all my days and tomorrows And I'm never gonna settle if I'm waiting And I'm never gonna roll the dice And I'm never gonna see the light I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothin' Where's the happy in the middle? Where's the moon when I shine? I would love it if you noticed that I'm not going home Every time I ever folded Any time I ever cried I would love it if you noticed that I'm not going home And I'm never gonna settle if I'm waiting And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride Every time I ever folded Every time I ever cried I would love it if you noticed that I'm not going home