Through the Day

Cops is firing, **** is dying

And for the ones trying to make it out, please keep trying

'Cause **** out here die for no reason, it's killer season

Kid's dying, somebody's son, daughter, nephew and nieces

R.I.P. big bro, I swear I miss you, man

I wish I was right up there hanging with you, man

In the hood there's no hope, them crackers take us for jokes

They laugh at us, when we successful, they mad at us

Crack fiends in the hood with bad habits

And cops passing always trying to stop and harass us

Liquor stores on the corner, they trying to line on us

Go to white neighborhoods, you hardly find one

It's a cold world, that's why we hold heat

Either your pops in jail, dead, or a deadbeat

We gotta eat by any means necessary

'Cause **** hustle from February to February

And ain't no telling how many **** in cemeteries

It hurt to see my brother's name on that obituary

They trying to bring us down but fuck 'em, we ain't breaking

And for my brother, I promised that **** that I'ma make it

I'm just trying to make it through the day

And I just wanna get away

So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath

And I'ma drink this bottle there's nothing left

It really hurt me when they killed my brother

He was only 20 when they took his life from him

I was 17, I was happy with a dream

But when he died, I realized life ain't really what it seems

It's a cold world, so fuck it, I'm a cold girl

And I'm screaming, fuck the whole world

'Cause life took that one person that mean most to me

My other half, he was close to me, I want him close to me

But now he a ghost to me

I feel like there's no hope for me

That's why I keep that totes with me

Cock it back and pop a **** close to me

'Cause I don't trust nobody, shit

I think I need some damn help

I can't trust ****, I don't trust my damn self

And that's why my brother dead, because he trust ****

He fucked around and trust a fuck ****

I'm just trying to make it through the day

And I just wanna get away

So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath

And I'ma drink this bottle till there's nothing left

I'm stressing, anxiety and depression

I carry a lot of anger, a lotta hate and aggression

I'm lost, and I'm just trying to find my way home, how?

In a world full of people, I feel alone

After almost losing a sister, I lost a brother and

Never having a father, only a mother

My sister was one pound and twelve ounces, premature

You heard? One pound, not three or four

But she survived, and that's a blessing in disguise

We praying, we had faith, I guess hope is still alive

And now she's in middle school, you see how time flies?

Just to see her graduate is a feeling I can't describe

She doesn't really know her brother, he passed when she was 5

And she was 3 when she last saw him alive

And I'm happy that she ain't gotta ever live with that pain

Shit, I be ready to cry hearing his name, man

I'm just trying to make it through the day

And I just wanna get away

So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath

And I'ma drink this bottle till there's nothing left

Dear Lord, I know I'm sinning but

It's hard to change the way I'm living

I gotta get it, I gotta get it

I gotta get it

I'm just trying to make it through the day

And I just wanna get away

So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath

And I'ma drink this bottle till there's nothing left

Dear Lord, I know I'm sinning but

It's hard to change the way I'm living

I gotta get it, I gotta get it

Oh, I gotta get it