Sanctity

When Ed awoke on March first

He was filled with a self loathing he could not endure

"I had no desire to continue living

With all the problems that were inside my head"

Unable to make a living, at age 49

Alex walked into the woods near his house and shot himself

"I have taken my life in order to provide capital for you

It's purely a business decision, I hope you can understand that"

"I have to undergo this constant pressure from auditis

And it's more than I can stand

I just don't have the energy to start over

I didn't want to mess up the house, so I'm back by the canoe"

Dr. Frank Dobinson had his distinguished and productive career

He had a wife and kids

To all the world he appeared to have a rich and happy life

But at age 56, Frank walked down to his favorite beach in Pensacola, Florida

Shot himself in the head

"Dearest Samantha, I can no longer endure the pain

I can longer endure the pain

I can no longer endure the pain

We have often talked about when a persons time is up, mine is now"

My fucked life

My fucked life

Fear of my life

My fucked up life

Fear of my, my life

I came home and found our son lying dead on his bed of a gunshot wound

He had his headphones on and there was an Ozzy record on the turntable

So we called our lawyer

"I'm angry, I hate you

I also, of course, I'm not too satisfied with myself

All things aren't very well, and I'm gonna blow up the whole thing"

Individual takes of a bunch of pills

And a message maybe even stated explicitly, verbally, the individual says

"I hate you, you're an evil person, I want you to jump out the window

Or kill yourself, or shoot yourself or make yourself a sacrifice to the deity"

And he goes ahead and does it

"I just looked back and got the razorblade and closed my eyes, nice"

My fucked life

My fucked life

My fucked up life

My fucked up life

Falling, falling from my oppression

God, where are you now?

Falling, falling from my oppression

God, where are you now?

Where are you now?

God, where are you now?

Sanctity, the devil brought to me

And he told my fate

Sanctity, Sanctity

Sanctity, Sanctity

Sanctity, the devil brought to me

And he told my fate

Sanctity, Sanctity

Sanctity, Sanctity