Ill Mind of Hopsin 7

It's us, find power

Live life, mind power

It's us, find power

Live life, mind power

Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm

Life is a tour, I sit and ride along

Taking some notes and then I write the songs

I'm starting down the road my life has gone

Is this where I belong?

Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?

My mental state is fucking me up

And I cried upon while asking you for some answers

But we don't have that type of bond

Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately

If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on

Sick of this bullshit, **** call me a sellout

Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly, then I fell out

Now I'm avoiding question like a scared dog with this tail down

Feeling so damn humiliated

Cause they looking at me like I'm hell bound

What stories should I tell now, I'll just expose the truth

I'm so close the fucking edge, I should be close to You

But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof

And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I suppose to do?

There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions

Begging all fucking and women to listen

I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted

These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions

I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance

But the whole fucking system is twisted

Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian

And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction

But I can't buy it, it's jut too hard to stand beside it

I need and answer, humans can't provide it

I look at the Earth and Sun and I call a genius man designed it

It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it

Is Heaven real, Is it fake, is it really how I fantasize it?

Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long's it take a man to find it?

My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it

You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it?

I'm frustrated and you provoked it

I'm not reading that motherfuckin' book because a human wrote it

I have a fucking brain, You should know it

You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment

It was a mission that I had to abort

'Cause humans be lying we're such an inaccurate source

It's gonna be hard to put me back on the course

Next Jehovah's Witness to come on my porch

I swear, I'm slammin' the door!

A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised

Humans are fucking dumb, still thinking that Pac's alive

I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down

I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horses mouth

Just sheep always telling stories of older guys

Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized

Now I'm suppose to bow my head and close my eyes

And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise

Sounds like a fucking poltergeist

Show yourself and then, boom, it's done

Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, You're the one

I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun

And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof then plunge

I donate to a charity that could use the funds

Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns

And every one I ran into would know what I came to do

I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You

I hate the fact that I have to believe

You haven't been chatting with me, like You did Adam and Eve

And I ain't seen no fuckin' talking snake unravel from trees

With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me

I don't know if you do or don't exist

It's driving my crazy, send your condolences

This is me reaching to You, so don't forget

If hell is truly Your pit of fire and I get thrown in it

I'ma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit

My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it

Shit, I done lost faith

This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed

My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day

And in my mind I make perfect sense

If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent

That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is

And I could just sit in church and say "Fuck!" in the services

Man, what if Jesus was a facade?

Then that would mean the government's God

I feel like them been brainwashing us with a lot

So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box

Man, everything is what if, why's it always what if?

Planet Earth, what if? The universe, what if?

My sacrifice what if? My afterlife what if?

Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect

I'm fuckin' done, I'm fuckin' done

This is my fuckin' life and I'm living it

I'm having fun

If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully

But I be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife

That isn't even guaranteed

We are you and you're us, stop playin' games

My life's all I got and heaven is all in my brain

And when I feel I'm in Hell

My ideas are what get me through pain

Do as you please,  and I'll just do me

I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane

Ill mind

It's us, find power

Live life, mind power

It's us, find power

Live life, mind power