Favorite Kind Of Lonely

Do you think of me And how you messed me up (you messed me up) 'Cause sometimes I still think Of how you hurt my heart (you hurt my heart) But my mama said "Boy it is time to get out your head" Wish the old me could see how it turned out in the end I used to hate how you controlled me 'Cause you made me change the person I am Now my favorite kind of lonely Is when I'm not in need of anyone else I know it's part of my story, for me It was something that just kind of chose me But now my favorite kind of lonely Now my favorite kind of lonely Is when I can be myself Did you see me now? Is that why you called? Do you remember at all Baby it's too late All your words are fake Nothing you can take You couldn't kill the fire in my soul I used to hate how you controlled me 'Cause you made me change the person I am Now my favorite kinda lonely Is when I'm not in need of anyone else I know it's part of my story, for me It was something that just kind of chose me But now my favorite kind of lonely Now my favorite kind of lonely Is when I can be myself I, left my heartache in the dust Left the memories to rust So that I can learn to trust again, to feel more like I Know, oh the places I will go Get me higher when I am low Get me far away from you I used to hate how you controlled me 'Cause you made me change the person I am Now my favorite kind of lonely Now my favorite kind of lonely Is when I can be myself