Never thought I'd end up here
Stuck between ecstasy and fear
Living in my aunt's apartment
Eating leftovers, leaving at 3 pm
Always thought I'd be a star
Or know how to drive a goddamn car
Brand new kitchen for my mom
Lots of a cats a couple dogs
I always thought I'd have more friends
Or at least know I'm liked by them
But they don't call me all that much
And I'm too bummed to hit them up
I never thought I'd leave this place
This city that I thought was made for me
And what I wanted
But what I wanted isn't what I've got
The homeless men inside my head say
Fuck, at least you've got a bed
Never thought that I could fall
Guess I never really thought at all
Sick of doing shit and not getting paid for it
Sick of being told you just gotta wait for it
What am I waiting for? I'm just
Getting old and
Getting bored of
Waiting for cars to make a turn
When I've got the right of way I earned
Standing on this filthy street in the rain
Not something I should have to explain
