I ALWAYS WANTED TO LEAVE

I always wanted to leave I'm just so sick of how You just invested in me So now I gotta find the best way out I always wanted to leave Too many days that I've wasted Say that I'm abrasive, complacent Got you moving back and you can't face it Some days I wish that both my lungs would cave Fall asleep and never wake so that my words could breathe Spare me all your insecurities I've got my own but I don't flaunt them so religiously Why do I keep giving time away Guess I just have to say I always wanted to leave I'm just sick of how You just invested in me So now I gotta find my own way now I always wanted to leave I guess it's a shame I'm so damn destructive and you're so reluctant to mean what you say The way you act so abused The things you confuse You know I always wanted to leave I always wanted to leave I'm just so sick of how You cut the deepest in me Go find another wrist to leech from now I always wanted to leave