Why

They tell me to get over it, that this pain isn't real I wish for one day they could feel what I feel I'm a coward and I'm disgusted by myself, Why can't you see- all I need is some help Take what you need from me, rip my last hair out, I don't need your sympathy Yeah, practice what you preach, that's the real shit now I'm the prey, you're the referee For all the things they said, that circled in my head This life is just regret, I can't forget Why is it so hard to deal with myself? Why am I always running away? Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and Why is it so hard to deal with myself? Why am I always running away from me When everything I need is to stay You say it's the start of the rest of my life, But how come it feels like I've already died inside? Paralysing pride, Let me tell you the truth There's nothing left so Take what you need from me rip my last hair out I don't need your sympathy Yeah, practice what you preach, that's the real shit now I'm the prey, you're the referee This life is just regret I can't forget Why is it so hard to deal with myself? Why am I always running away? Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and Why is it so hard to deal with myself? Why am I always running away from me When everything I need is to stay Every day I decay without any light to see Every day I decay and I feel it's breaking me Every day I decay without any light to see Every day I decay and it's breaking... Me! Why is it so hard to deal with myself? Why am I always running away? Why can't I stay for me to see that things can change and Why is it so hard to deal with myself? Why am I always running away from me When everything I need is to stay Why I'VE ALREADY DIED