Clarity

I slowly suffocate A heaven sent mistake Why give so much if you're gonna take What was can never be A fragile fantasy Held dear It's all the same to me Never mourn the youth I lost Fading slow it's all a rush I'll live my life at any cost I'm killing myself Killing myself My body's turned on me My soul's in mutiny I won't go quietly All I need is clarity Clarity Locked in a constant state Of flux and frailty Relapse into fleeting normalcy I keep my world awake A harbinger of heartache White lies A future I forsake Never mourn the youth I lost Fading slow it's all a rush I'll live my life at any cost I'm killing myself Killing myself My body's turned on me My soul's in mutiny I won't go quietly All I need is clarity Clarity They say you're so beautiful They say you're so beautiful But where will that get me When I can barely breathe Another year I seek The plague spreads in me I'm killing myself Killing myself My body's turned on me My soul's in mutiny I won't go quietly All I need is clarity Clarity