Breath

One door, no windows A single ray of light, I'm drowning in my own shadow Out of voice, no more screaming at the pillow I'm nothing but an echo I'm trapped inside someone else's agenda 30 years old, but still livin' with my grandma Pushing hard, but every time life pulls me over This golden cage, nine-to-six, makes me sick, So close to pulling the trigger I try again but it feels like I put the pedal to the metal when the car is still in neutral Oh... Every time I come down to reality Oh... The only one who can get me out is me I'm out of breath My only chance I'm out of breath So close to pulling the trigger My only chance Put the pedal to the metal So yes, I'm going off your track And no, don't try to hold me back I'm tired of living on the rocks All those years... I know you didn't mean to make me feel in prison You gave me everything there's to give and you're still giving You're afraid I'm gonna fall, but do remember how you taught me to get right back up so don't worry - that's my lesson So I am breaking out And I am standing up to all my deepest fears and mental blocks I've ever let in I'm rising up, and I know I'll reach the top So come with me, all of you who're listening I'm out of breath My only chance I'm out of breath So close to pulling the trigger My only chance Put the pedal to the metal I'm out of breath So close to pulling the trigger My only chance Put the pedal to the metal I'm out of breath Every time I come down to reality My only chance The only one who can get me out is me I'm out of breath Every time I come down to reality My only chance The only one who can get me out is me