its not a love song

I don't see if things going right between us But instead, you were right I don't know who I was back then As much as I hate myself, I'm gonna say this now Fuck you and your new boyfriend And things will never be the same, so please hear me now Fuck you and your new boyfriend Look at you now Holding hands and laughing together Look at me now I'm all alone it's because of you Fuck you and your new boyfriend And all the words you're just a pretender Fuck you and your new boyfriend I hope you're happy, yeah, I don't mean that I don't mean that Let's go back to 2017 let's talk about a scene When we were outside of club and we couldn't get in I gotta be an honest man, you look tremendously peculiar With the black dress, and Vans on, it made me laugh I really wanted to ask you about your name, about your friends Who couldn't get you in, what's happening with this good-lookin' girl? I wish I was a man, so I could ask you out for dinner Instead of standing and a couple hours waiting Yo, shout out to your friend who let me have your phone number And give my best to her, because of her we were together Everyday we gettin' stonger and longer and write a letter To your father I'll take care his daughter wherever, whenever Fuck you and your new boyfriend And all the words you're just a pretender Fuck you and your new boyfriend I hope your happy, yeah, I don't mean that Seemed like universe was using it's power to be a dick And I lost you in a battle that I really never picked For Gods sake, I was really down mentally I did make mistake, but did you really have to leave? No Shout out to your parents for making you exist I promise I won't leave you, I will never make them pissed I count the days that I can never stop missing you That's all the words that I wish I would never say to you