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How do you struggle with yourself? Just let it flow through your mind, let it flow through everything You're the person that can help yourself, so Here's a new process You're the only one that can help you, remain that way, forever See me in the back Everything inside As I'm out the light Watching from the side It's culminating 'round me and it's just so tight Giving no life Let myself up beyond no effect Don't wanna hear it if it's no facts Even though it's bad, remains so sad All the times that I've wanted to go back No one knows that Makin' sure that the flows stacked On the floor, wanna see you so bad Have it next to me, want its snow capped And the voices call me another time Have it next to me, want it so bad Really thought that the road died Even though this whole ride's feelin' slow Never really thought it'd work this way, I don't know It's like half of the times I try to be in touch with myself I simply can't Because I'm just surrounded by evil all the time Here's how it works Mama you always see me on the low light Never really thought you'd give me no ride I'mma go seal the light, one time Leave me by the shore, absorbing up the tide The feeling of a new desire Don't give me shit while I'm raising the fire It feels like life is only gettin' harder Lemme mothafuckin' sink in the water As I'm going up through the sand I'm teaching this shit like a line in the sand I'mma go up like a fucking tree If you cut me down, I'mma grow again As I'm laying here, feeling locked in a pen Go stuff me inside, like it's in a van I'm just another civilian, one in a million Falling right through my hand Just wanna get eyes Stoppin' the lies between all the fans The next thing I know A knife through the can I've been trying but I simply can't I feel like I'mma go up out this land When I go to flight, the minutes go to bed The echoes be picking up what I said And I see my life gettin' banned Man against man Let the waves crash on me Like a fucking hurricane Going no decision when the nerve bangs When it's all good, I'll be the same Mothafuckas actin' like I go insane With this tight low Off the deep end, moving slow Walking on thin air like a tightrope I'mma sit still, let my mind hold Mama always told me "take the high road" It's a fair life Down in the dry, and half of the times that I always really wanna fuckin' survive All of the times where it's seemed like a lie Oh, mama's calling me, acting like I'm five How the fuck am I even still alive? Now I move away from the strife Maybe one day I'll live another life