Shit Luck

Oh, I cried and sang For the loss of my only father My father, my father And I categorized my emotions into lines On a black piece of paper, of paper I prayed to a god who's never, oh, answered No answer, no answer To dry the tears of my mother My mother, my mother I misplace failed acceptance of myself into others I'm feelin' the guilt of being selfish, too selfish Too tired for that compromise I'll drown my confusion in a bottle of poison For my thoughts to just stop And I'll pick it up in the morning As I spend time waitin' for that train to arrive I'm tunin' that note just to pass the time This shit luck won't last too long But it's up to me to kick it up a notch Oh, I'm scatchin' deep in this monotone beat This paper-thin palette laid so meticulously To see the stretch of red down my grey tainted neck And I keep searchin' for the answer of why I keep breathing When those consequences make my core rot so seamlessly With that un-, unfailing tide Of drownin' days, blacked out nights Suffocating lungs and ill-fated strides As I spend time waitin' for that train to arrive I'm tunin' that note just to pass the time This shit luck won't last too long It's up to me to kick it up a notch So baby, wipe those virgin tears from your cheek Your innocence spent on a liar and a fake But deep inside that broken, tattered corpse you know This is not who you were meant to be So spend your time waitin' for that train to arrive And tune that note 'til it sounds just right This shit luck won't last too long But it's up to you to make it stop