The Fear of Holding on

I'm tired, can't think straight I'm lying to my face in the broken mirror What I want to see I've lost sight of what's apart of me The feeling, the anxiety My mind is running over me I'm coasting, how it's supposed to be I've lost sight of what I want to be I know I keep on coming back to the start of the page I know that it's bad for my health, and it makes me go insane And every time I hesitate, I just can't walk away No, no, no I know I keep on scaring myself every single night I come back to the one who's gonna fuck up every time I try, I try I try, I try Every night to walk away Cause if you want me every single day And I know I'm stuck, and you're in-between the way Wanna push you aside, but you're begging me to stay When I've got the fear of holding on Part of me hoping you wanna stay And every night you keep on getting in the way But I get so stuck, you never wanna change your ways When I've got the fear of holding on You're feeding on my hard to beats You want me falling on my knees You got me locked without a key Mixing up highs to feel complete You're riding on a sunken feat So misplaced, that I'll never reach And now you watch me compete I know that's all I'll ever be You know I keep on coming back to the start of the page You know that it's bad for my health, and it makes me go insane And every time I hesitate, I just can't walk away No, no, no You know I keep on scaring myself every single night And coming back to you I'm gonna fuck up every time And every night I hesitate, I gotta realize I know, I know, I know, I know Cause if you want me every single day And I know I'm stuck, and you're in-between the way Wanna push you aside, but you're begging me to stay When I've got the fear of holding on Part of me hoping you wanna stay And every night you keep on getting in the way But I get so stuck, you never wanna change your ways When I've got the fear of holding on Cause if you want me every single day And I know I'm stuck, and you're in-between the way Wanna push you aside, but you're begging me to stay When I've got the fear of holding on Part of me hoping you wanna stay And every night you keep on getting in the way But I get so stuck, you never wanna change your ways When I've got the fear of holding on Cause if you want me every single day And I know I'm stuck, and you're in-between the way Wanna push you aside, but you're begging me to stay When I've got the fear of holding on Part of me hoping you wanna stay And every night you keep on getting in the way But I get so stuck, you never wanna change your ways When I've got the fear of holding on