I Don't Want To Be Loved

First one was a bummer Left me faster than a summer Cried into my breakfast, tears in a bowl The second left me hollow With a pill too tough to swallow He said "girl you're too afraid" I guess that it showed But when it hits it hits And when it leaves I miss it Every single kiss Is shedding me to bits So if it feels like this Then I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved anymore If I break once again I don't think I can mend like before It just Leaves me crying, leaves me hurting So I've decided it ain't worth it I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved anymore Breath, relax my knuckles Don't be jealous of the couples Imagine how they'll cry when they all break up Cause they will Yeah I know it Cause if not Then I'm hopeless When the paint start to crack You can't find your way back No matter how you try And that is why I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved anymore If I break once again I don't think I can mend like before It leaves me crying, leaves me hurting So I've decided it ain't worth it I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved anymore Cause when it hits it hits When it leaves I miss it Every single kiss Shedding me to bits So if it feels like this Then I will ghost them all Go and screen their calls Leave em high and dry Won't put up a fight And when they ask me why I'll say I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved anymore If I break once again I don't think I can mend like before It just Leaves me crying, leaves me hurting So I've decided it ain't worth it I don't want to be loved I don't want to be loved anymore