Why I Am Alive

Sometimes I don't wanna try I can't seem to smile I can't seem to cry What is the point when I don't wanna open my eyes? Sorry for feeling this way A burden, I know, but what else can I say? I'd rather you leave me, you know that you don't have to stay I want to give up, let go of these chains Please leave me in peace and end this pain But I cannot be so selfish and flee Because I may hate myself But I still love you Even if my pain's gone It'll only pass on back to you I don't understand what you all see in me But you love me And I love you Oh, I've had enough I want to be done The hurt in my heart cannot be healed But I have to try I can't say goodbye Because I may hate myself But I still love you Even if my pain's gone It'll only pass on back to you I don't understand what you all see in me But you love me And I love you Maybe one day, I'll love me too