I never meant to fall out of love with you, because I truly did love you
I still do
But not in the same way
Not in the way that would make it fair for me to stay, and sorry things couldn't stay the same
Maybe we can be friends again someday
One day
But anyway, I was just going to say
That I hope you're okay
Yeah
Girl, I fucking hate it when you say my name
Late nights, drunk sex, in and out the lanes
Tore my fucking heart apart, you can see my pain
Said you going out more and wearing less
Fuck, I need a drink
Probably play some Drake
Should I link with Becca
Maybe Josephine
I never drink and drive, unless we gotta link
Just to pass the time
I'll be the first to admit it, we both do dumb things
We end up fucking and forgiving, but why the fuck should I forgive
Falling in and out of love like a drug, but I'm probably relapsing tonight
I'm locked up in the booth
Abusive drinking
Petty tweeting, sub-tweeting
Every step of the way
Trying to refocus my life
Reading between the lines
They say never get blinded by your past, but that's why I'm fucking trying
Conversations with my dad, talking about life and where I should draw the line
I got a pocket aces, but I swear my life's a gamble 24 percent of the time
Fuck it, is it even worth the cry
All my brothers around, like who the fuck am I to cry on?
I ain't got no time for these bitches, so I grind on
I've been in the booth every night just to fry on
Ten thousand hours in my city, kept the light on
I've been going through some shit
Most of y'all rappers couldn't make it past this
I told my brother Kobe, chill
Running through the city, said he making noise for real
For real
I wanna see all my brothers thrive
Dealing with depression, popping pills that ain't prescribed
What do you describe
Liquor in my cup, got me feeling so alive
But I'm hardly alive
But at least I fucking try
Girl, I can't drive
Girl, can you ride with me?
You decide with me
Please decide with me
I'm trying for you, yeah
Girl, I'm trying for you
Me on her
Facts
Real pain
Realest
