BLVD BOY

Hey Travis, this is Dad Just callin to see how you re doin I'm not at home right now Uh, I'm off tomorrow, I'll talk to you later Bye Just breathe, young kid Take a step back for me one time even though you need deep, young kid If you say it's gonna be straight and it's not that deep, young kid But it is though, home full of doubt and it's 6 mode Cans in the sink and a dish load Looking for the fam who lost when they piss drunk Probably like six-O, running my big mouth, uh My teacher make lists now, said he can't sit still Henny bring fists out, Henny draw pictures, hoes with tits out Man home, big guns smelling like piss now There's something wrong with your kid, Ms. Thompson We got him right here in the office Is therе a guardian who can come [?] him? So I'm growin more conscious Of who I'm becoming, I likе me It's who it is, yeah, we've been through it Still trying to fight all that entice me, no, no But never without no issue Who making a way regardless, huh Telling you shit that we've been through Take a minute now, huh They say we in it now, huh I see the prize on the horizon It's no sitting down, huh We climbed the biggest mountain So, fucks we give? About none I got some friends who died with dreams I'm tryna live em out, huh I said I'm not where I was, still not where I want But I'm fine and that's fine by me Yeah, I've seen a lot and I'm young Know the cops still in love And the money, it be times by three A little bit of heaven All I want, is that a lot? Until I get it, ain't no telling me to stop A bit of heaven 'Cause my name is all I got I just want heaven, heaven My girl said she don't trust me and then she left for work Spent the day drinking in bed and wiping tears up with my shirt You want this real life? You want the thrill, right? Like watching Pillhouse 'cause you're real tired And your bro still broke as fuck So you want TV and don't feel right (I mean, god damn) Hell of a feeling, lately I just sit and stare at the ceiling Doubt myself until nothing appealing I'm coming up short when they ask me shit Showing up drunk, no accident Blame my thoughts on those around me Never myself, so passionless A borderline massive risk (Hey) to himself but it's lit Barely passed but I spazzed the passion and made it legit But what's it mean if most of your family situation is shit? Addicted, risking kids, and asking where the vacancy is Man, kids on the corner my classmates now Way less good than bad things now But the good ones just got highs and [?] And can't seem to find [?] out what I'm [?] now The lashing out or passing out Then waking just to fuck her I brag about this life, I'm finna build and cop this massive house I'm not where I was, still not where I want But I'm fine and that's fine by me Yeah, I've seen a lot and I'm young Know the cops still in love And the money, it be times by three A little bit of heaven All I want, is that a lot? Until I get it, ain't no telling me to stop (Woah, woah-oh) A bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh) 'Cause my name is all I got I just want heaven, heaven Said I'm not where I was, still not where I want But I'm fine and that's fine by me Yeah, I've seen a lot and I'm young Know the cops still in love And the money, it be times by three A little bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh) All I want, is that a lot? Until I get it, ain't no telling me to stop (Woah-oh-oh) A bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh) 'Cause my name is all I got I just want heaven, heaven